Once again......!

His ways are not our ways and our ways are not his ways, his thought are far beyond our thoughts, i do believe in him and i know he is in control, woke up this morning rather very emotional mu was not there this morning well, dad was and as the tradition always is we still had family time and mum was on phone in a few minutes the house was in laughter and joy teasing my dad and mum as he asked her what he should be wearing today morning, it was fun as dad left to go meet with mum and pick her up from the village i got ready for church, i was getting lazy already but i had promised to go to a friends church well i left and went to church, i thought it was late or so I thought but the service had not started ye, i immediately felt at home because i knew most of the youth, my heart leaped and i was so happy. when they saw me they were really surprised for some and really happy, when the service started, they lead it, i was impressed really proud of them and happy they were active in church, i sat down excited and in owe if how talented they are, they lead the songs and played instruments and lead in church. i was proud to know them, they were happy to see me could not stop smiling in agreement with what they were doing and as a sign of encouragement they vigorously and joyfully did what they were doing as if to show off their talents, it was so lovely.

One thing that stood out is the i was being lead by those that i lead, they are young and energetic, i could tell they enjoyed my presence as much as i enjoyed myself. 

I was following their lead, i was doing what they told me to do, I was impressed, I was speechless, happy and proud, it was very emotional, full of joy, my heart could not stop smiling. I was happy once again i realised how much I enjoyed being among youth and working with them once again I was reconnected to myself and connected to what makes me happy, my passion and my desire to serve, the desire to listen to the youth, the desire to see them prosper and see them follow their dreams, once again i was in the right place with the right people.

Once again these youth brought out the best in me as they lead me. i love them so Much can not wait to meet them again tomorrow.