CRASHED

i have just finished reading "worrior Princess" a book by Princess Katune Zulu, very interesting book, very inspiring, well, i guess i awoke all the compassion inside of me and the desire to serve people and make an impact in lives. Last friday i watched Joyce meyer telling her Story, OMG, i almost cried and still my inner side came out, i was so broken and felt vulnerable, her story was moving, i know most people have heardd her story including me and how her father sexually abused her but this time it was different, she used the term RAPE, her father Raped her.
from the time she was young till 18years, she said she thinks he raped her over 200 times in that period.
i was crushed, crushed and broken, there there was another story of someone being abused, physically, mentally and verbally.
all these just crash my spirit, i get so moved with these stories and wounder what i can do.
What can i do to help these people?
where are these people?
How cani reach them?
i have s many questions running through my head and have no answers.
i want to do something to help these people, but i do not know what to do and where to start from
i am still left with a Carushed spirit
i always imagine them coiled to themseves in pain, shame and worthlessness.
Crying out for help and there is no one.

i am still CRASHED


In shame they live their lives, they long for the time the pain is gone,
They always wish it is a dream and not something that really happened
They long for the time they feel safe just one seocnd of their safety means a lifetime to them
They are Torn, not knowing how to talk about it
Who to tell
How to explain to anyone
They are deperate for help and to live their lives freely again

I am CRASHED