LET HIM GO

So many times we hold on to people, things and we do not want to let go, and it is usually because we fear what will come next if we let go. letting go is so painful, i am not a parent but when i became 20years, it was so hard for my parents to accept the fact that i have grown and till now they still feel i have to do somethings the way they tell me, which is not bad but they fear i may go astray when they are not with me, they are scared and it is usually for good intentions but the driving force for not letting go is negative, it is fear. on 3rd October 2010, i was restless, i knew anytime from then i was going to receive bad news but i held on, at 7;30pm that evening, i saw ladders coming from both sides the left and the right, very long ladders they were made of Gold, yes i was not dreaming, the ladders unfolded and there was someone telling me "let him go" what wait, what am i letting go, what am i holding on to, i asked myself what was going on and the person said it again this time calling me by name, "Harriet, let him go." OK, i said there but i did not know what i was letting go, 5 minutes after my brother called me and told me we may be losing uncle Joseph and there it hit me it was him, i was to let go i had held on to him, to the fact that i had prayed so hard for his recovery. i had asked God for more time for him, there were prayer chains made for him to recover and there God asked me to let him go.
It was painful that is the pain feared to face and that is why i was holding on, as soon as i let go i felt like a blanket covering me with so much warmth.
Knowing God gives you insight to what humans can not see and it also gives you clarifications for certain things, i know can say there is pain in losing someone you love to death but it is the only way we get back to our father, if we do not die how shall we see him then.
LET HIM GO