Life is always at a pace running either so fast or slow or even stagnant. these different paces come in different seasons they are never the same and yet you do not what they at the same time. eveytime it changes, i am excited to get t0 the 0ther direction and after sometime, i become bored.
what ever comes makes life new and gives life excitement. it has never been this slow as far as i remember and i am getting tired of this season, i can not point out exactly what is happening but definately i know somwthing is happening somewhere, am just not seeing what it is and where it is.
where is my source of strength, where is the old me, where am i going, what is going on, what should i do, why am i doing this, where is everyone, why am i so bored?
these are the questions am asking myself this season and it does not make sence. I am not getting the answers anywhere or from anyone including myself.
i need a new life and i do not know how to get it, not sure where to find it.
little did i know u would do the things i do not want to do and yet now it seems like the things are right into my face asking me to use the, this is tragic, i hve no strenght to run, no one to go to. i feel trapped, within myself and knowing myself too much that it starts to scare me, knowing how much ptential i have and ability at the same time seeing all the weaknesses in me and yet not know how to get over it.
this is one of the most dangerous paces i have experienced.
i feel like i am missing something ang yet i am not.if this is what they term as confussion then am for it and i say iam truely confused and need a NEW LIFE.
